helo..

huh.. i never do anything on this blog for quite some time now.. so i should so something.. xp..

well.. still waiting for some pics from camp so i might do another post for camp..^^



at least i know exams are OVER!!! and now i get to be really really free..! haha.. including next term.. since i've got photography and foodtech!! yummy! haha.. well i'll have loads of fun.. and jap students coming! and i'm hosting one.. i think.. i hope. =D



well.. after the last exam.. we ran off to the glen..[the nearest place we can go to from school and pretty much the only place..=.=] i'm really bored of the glen now.. anyways, we decided to sit back and relex after the exam.. so we went there. we just sit around the glen. it was fun.. funny things happened. haha.. i can't think about what happened because my brain is still wondering off to some unknown land..! lol..



i should be doing the work that i miss this week because of camp..>.< [1 whole chapter!! o.O] i'm dead... keep getting distracted.. first photos now blogging..=.=" i really need to deciplin myself..



haha.. i edited two photos!! happy now.. this is what i did..

<~~~memories.

me being childish! i like this one~~>

hehe.. amy's party was funny as well!! we had it on friday.. it was raining all day..=.= *sad*

haha.. amy's mum showed us her baby photos!!! hahahahahahah can't stop laughing!! it was so funny.. we didn't see it coming.. that day was fun as well. we went to brandon park to rent a movie.. didn't end up watching it though.. -.- it was too long.. and lame..

well.. i should get going. need to do one chapter of accounting as i said.. ><

Bored anot? XP

haha.. i'm bored of studying.. =.=" and i have 5 exams this week. too bad i can't concentrate.. XD

weeeeeeee............. i found a website that describes me quite a bit.. x] its really interesting.. but i'm not gonna tell you which website it is.. =P

anyways.. i was doing some quiz in facebook and it came up with this.... : -
calm and quiet
you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the differnce between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see howit feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..

i think the last part is kinda true.. its hard to do what you want when you think of others.. and it harder when you cant stop caring...[don't think i don't care about you.. because i do!!]

hahaha.. hmmm one thing you can do when you are bored.. this one is for when you are with friends.. its really good.. especially in class.. and it gets too boring....

get a piece of paper and two pencils.. then you and your friend think of an animal[or something you like drawing].. then you take turns drawing one picture.. each taking turns by adding one thing in at a time.. you don't tell eachother what it is that you are drawing. you would have to guess what your friend is drawing and try drawing what you are thinking of. then you can see the end result!!

its really fun and interesting.. you can see how different you and your friend are... hahaha.. i did it.. me and my friend draws in english class and other classes as well, but its mainly english.. [wow.. i'm such a good student!! ;p hahaa] we thaught of the most opposite animals for one of them... guess which one.. XP my planner has a page full of drawings..

anyways.. i think i got distracted enough.. now back to studying ='[

it just takes one day...

it just takes one day... for everything to come crashing down. and takes forever for it to be put back to one piece..>.> why must it be this way.. can never figure out life.. what an adventure.. it only ends at death.. =.="" man.., cant it be easier..?

i'm glad i went to church on sunday.. i normally go for the saturday one.. i prefer saturdays better. well, as i say.. i'm glad that i went to the sunday one.. as said in the other post, i was about to give up.. it almost got to the point where i almost cried and i almost wanted to ask to go back...

although i'm not feeling all better yet cause there is still some part of me that feels so lost and it feels like theres a hole in me.. but that service made me feel alittle better.. although its on a totally different topic.. but there was this part where it was on not giving up.. that we can take a break for a while.. but we cant give up.. we have to get back on track after we stop for a while..

"this life is a marathon. we can't give up. Bounce back!" that really got me.. i was feeling tired of everything.. it felt like i'm doing something that i don't enjoy.. and just couldn't take it anymore.. now i just have to slowly get back on track...?

well.. i'll be resting for a while first... so.. if i'm like treating you badly or annoying you n stuff like that.. i'll say sorry first..^^,

i'll probably not care as much for a while.. or at least show it.. most likely, i'll seem like i'm not caring at.. but actually i'll be caring alot.. so yea.. x[

weeee... i found pictures...

Issac and I~

Duke of Ed- Emily, Jada and me..

Camp-Easter 2008

haha.. there's a pattern..!

gosh.. i get distracted too easily.. and i have my VCE accounting exam tomorrow... =S

i should get studying now.. =] cya.. s2

Homesick.. =S

now i know why i like it there better..[no offence xp]
don't get me wrong.. i actually enjoy being around some people here.. just not as many as back home... i just feel a little out of place here..

i have so many more people that can cheer me up there.. all my family and friends.. i get hurt here more then anything.. maybe because i'm just too worried about everything.. i need to not think too much!! =.=

Anyways.. just wanna say thank you to everyone who helped me.. Thank you for being with me.. and giving me hope.. i miss you.. take me back there!!

thanks to the people that help me here too.. =]

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i found pics of me and maryanne..! not really found.. i had it.. missing the friends i had.. this pics was from that last trip back...

UNFORGATABLE MOMENT...~ you don't wanna know how we got this photo..

Chinese New Year that time.. XP

Bookstore..? =S haha.. what we do to fill our time..!

hmm.. now just need pics with akshara..[akshara.. faster come here man!! need to take pic with you.. ;p]

hmmm... just wanna finish up saying... make the most of what you have now, cause when you loose it.. that is when you will only realise how important it is to you..

SPECTRUM!!

haha.. today is both good and bad..! the thing that was bad was that i had a japanese test, maths test and english essay to do. and tomorrow i have my accounting SAC again!! [how fun.. =.=] getting stressed now cause of exams.. i got it for the next two weeks!! and i don't know what i'm doing..


there was so many random things that happened in school today.. period one science class played with mushmallows..!!! i came late.. so i just ate them ;p amy did the weirdest thing ever!! i dared her to do it to rachel and she asked her to do it to beatrice.. hehe^^ beatrice had the funniest reaction..! she screamed.. she was really freaked out.. how fun is school.!? but classes are boring like always..

i got to catch up with my best friend today! i haven't seen her in like 3 years.. ='[ but i talk to her.. and i saw her online today.. its different today because normally we just talked through e-mail.. but i had msn this time^^. she's coming over! i can't wait, its a long time before she comes i think but i'm still excited. i miss it back there.. especially the people there..

the Spectrum pictures came out as well.. for those who dont know.. it is something i did this year. i joined the choir for this youth concert thing.. it was on the 16th of may @ the art center in the city! the city is really nice at night.. here are some of the pics.. =) the only bad thing about the pics is that it has "john" on it.. =.= and its huge!

whole secondary choir

Flute Solo- magical flute^^ see it shines! lol

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haha, amy looks angry

everyone looks so stiff.. =S

Primary Choir*

they get pom poms.. D=

best job ever!! =P

Rainbow?

All the spectrum combined.. XP

Last part of the performance..

Ending~~

Streamers!!!

ENDS..~

blur picture of the city at night

finding it real..

lifegroups was interesting.. i like it there.. maybe i just needed to go there more often.. =p
what interesting timing.. o.O i was thinking about this for about a few weeks now.. about life.. trying to figure out things.. at least i know i'm not alone for some parts.. and...

we talked about our identity and name.. who we are. this part is depressing but yea.. =S
Israelite name traditions--> " your name was more then just words, it was your identity" .. we started talking about what we dislike about ourself.. things we wanna change.. who we are.. well that got me thinking alot.. not really about what to change.. but what my life meant. who am i.? everyone is different, we all have our own paths right.. so why cant we be accepted for who we are.? why do we want to be like others.. or what others wants us to be.. we should not have to change ourself to please people. thats not good.. if we do that, we lose who we really are. we have to fight for who we are and what we want. if we don't, we are the ones who get hurt. we cant expect things to just be given to us without asking for it.. it would be ideal for us but that's not how life works...

i realise that it is hard for us to say what we feel and just act like nothing is wrong.. it will slowly eats us up inside. no one will know how we really feel and they will just keep treating you the way they always do.. and that would hurt you more and more.. if you tell them.. they migh try not to hurt you as much..

[not said by me.. but good points to think about.. well for me that is]

bleh >.< shouldn't be thinking about this much.. sad sad.. T.T oh well..! i find it intersting.. and a really good thing to learn.. XP [some points is from experiences]

CNY pics..^^ and 16th birthday

hmmm.. its kinda a long time ago but i just started this blog.. and its something i enjoyed the most this year because i missed school for about two weeks.. i only reached malaysia when school started.. =p[and that i cant concentrate on my homework.. ^-^]

hehe.. playing bridge..

Cousins...

big brother mean!! ><

trust me.. =.= you don't want to know..



awww.. no more..? ='[

i like that hat..! but thats a weird picture of me...



big bro and me!! XP random pic..



in Gold Coast!! [i don't look happy.. maybe cause its my birthday and i was just on air asia for 8 hours..]

hmmm.. when will it open...?



おいしいです！



CAKE!!!!

かわいい！！

Earthquake!!!

[ice cream that is..]

おもしろいです！！

Arghhh.......!! DEPRESSION!! o_O

i did something wrong with my SAC..! >.<

man.. T.T ..there are so many people around me being depressed now.. =S

ahaha.. today was actually preety interesting... not as interesting as yr12 dress-ups.. but its good enough.. XP
other then being depressed with the accouting SAC.. health class was really funny..
teacher couldn't find the video she wanted us to watch.. so she went hunting all round the rooms.. when she found it.. she started dancing for like 5 minutes.. lol.. whole class cracked up laughing..

after school.. amy, emily, lisa and melinda come over.. we were meant to be doing jap project.. but we ended up doing random stuff half of the time.. so we didnt really finished what we needed to do....

man, i need to find a way to get out of english class... but i cant change it.. cause if i go to esl i'll be doing the things i did before.. and this is an example of what i do in my current english class.. ^^ hmm.. thinking what to do

=]

haha, i doubt i'll be blogging, but i'll try.. ^^
[you don't know how many times i started blogging and didn't continue.. XP]
anyways, i gtg.. need to study for SAC!! >.<
i'll probably be dead soon..
try 2ml lor.. =p