あなたがいなくて寂しいです。

i feel like crap.. [sorry for bad language..><] Why cant problems just go away and we don't have to face them..? why do they always find a way to come back to us..o.O
hai... if all the problems could just dissapear then that would be great!!
just so bored so decided to post something... HELP ME..???
i need something to cheer me up... any ideas?
i don't feel like i'm doing much at all. but i did alot this year. i went to camp, go to concerts, went to malaysia for CNY.. but it does not seem enough. i feel that there is something missing.
home is where the heart is rite..? then, I WANNA GO HOME!!!
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hmm.. just realised i haven't talk about camp.. it was the longest time i've been away from home. it was good. the bus ride was 24 hours but it didn't seem that long.. except for the night ride cause they kept waking us up every 2 hours..=.=" we took about an hour to try to sleep b'cause the chairs was not that comfy then they wake us up.. the worst part is that the teachers were still asking us to sleep...
we went to wet n' wild the next day.. after the bus ride we went straignt to a theme park..! =S what bad planning.. XP we were so tired and we went but we still went on slides and stuff. had a good time.. there was only one slide that was scary but really enjoyable.. the rest all were a little dull. wet n' wild was the place where i went on rides the most. we finished about 4 i think.. can't remember. but we went to the sports center after that. that is where we stayed for the 5 days at Gold Coast. it was huge! there were so many peoples there. there were 4 people in the cabins. i had teresa, amy and lisa. we slept early on the first night as we were so tired.
next stop was movie world! we went to rides and looked at things. the scooby doo ride was the best ride. the batwing scared me alot..! o.O i forze up on the way down.. [too scared of heights] i never realised how scared of heights i was till i went on it... the batman ride made us feel sick so we couldn't go on the superman one..='[ -stupid batman ride!- We took picture with TWEETY!! was thinking of taking picture with catwoman.. but couldn't find her. D: we had kinda a late second night. we started talking about stuff we don't normally talk about.[girly stuff] then amy's mind became scary and girly!! but what we say in that room stays in that room.
Dream world was next.. we went on cyclone! that was scary.. we went up side down.. XP. did alot of rides.. it rained though.. =[ didn't get to do much for a while. then God stoped the rain! well i prayed and it stoped.. ^^ so that was good. the rides were kinda wet but it was still fun.
i took alot of photos in SeaWorld! it was out last stop so i decided to take as much photos as possible! there were 2 rides i think.. the good ones at least.. we went on the merry go round then. that was really funny actually. felt so childish! then we saw teachers going on it. that kinda made it a little weird. we took a picture with ELMO!!! we lef at about 3pm. we had steak for dinner. it was good. when we headed home we watched alot of shows.. i slept for most of the way. i woke up to two and a half man..XD interesting show to wake up to.. was so tired when we got back..!
i had the best time! i got really scared but i still enjoyed it!! =D